Breastfeeding Emma

I think it's been almost a month now that Emma has started refusing to drink from the boobs... which started this whole expressing fun game...
Eventually I did get her to feed on the boobs at night feeds and sometimes first feed in the morning...

Last night, that didn't work either... which means I had to express this morning.

Every now and then, she won't drink the expressed milk either... not really because of the milk.. just because it is still quite hard to figure out when she's hungry or not. So some of those ended up down the drain anyway...

So I have to ask myself... is it having 50ml a day count as being breastfed?
I was hoping to keep going till she starts soilds, or maybe at least make it to 5 months...

Now... I'm not so sure... we will just see how it goes...

After I started working, I barely have any time for myself... more work on the household finance has piled higher and higher on my desk and being ignored for the time bing...
So many other things I wanted to do but I can't even get 30 mins to enjoy a shower for myself.... now I'm also trying to fix my wrist... time is even more limited...

Do I really want to then use all my spare time cleaning bottles, breast pump and trying to mulit-tasking while expressing?

For what? I'm not so sure anymore..

The little one is doing fine, doesn't seem to miss it either...

Anyways... better get back to laundry and cooking...

Sally

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